Oh Samm,

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know how you are feeling. I have also lost my Dad and my Mom.

You feel so lost. I hope that you can eat for your Dad. Every bite you take, do it for your Dad. That may help.
I am sorry that you don't have support close to you. Wishing that your family would check in on you.
Please keep posting to let us know how you are feeling. We do really care what happens to you.
Sending you gentle hugs,
Boopers
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Samm))))))))))))))))))))))))