Thanks guys!!! I just want to walk in the sunlight of the spirit. I know I'll slip up sometimes, progress not perfection, right? All I know is I don't like the way I was feeling this week, and if I let it continue, I'd be putting myself closer to a drink. I like to stay in the center of the roof, not dangerously close to the edge. =)

As soon as I can connect with my sponsor, I'm gonna ask if I should let this girl know how everything made me feel. If I'm doing something wrong, I'd want to know about it to correct it next time. So I feel like I should tell her. I value her friendship, and want it to continue. Not only is she a good friend, she's got good sobriety and gives good program experience. So....more will be revealed. The situation is not done, but I already feel so much better about it on my my side of the street.