You aren't a party pooper, and no apologies are necessary.
If I wanted "shock" therapy at the expense of somebody else's idea of a joke, I'd simply move back home with those violent, incestuous alcoholics I grew up with!
My C-PTSD, and all the related issues pertaining thereto - depression, anxiety, panic, fear of becoming destitute & homeless, etc. - are a direct result of something that an innocent child had no power or control over and to have a supposed professional poke fun at my progress (or lack thereof) is simply not one damn bit funny!
Not at all ...
@#$%! that supposed therapist!