I am so sorry that this drug sucked you in. It is one of the worst. I just lost a friend because of it. I would suggest getting away from it as far as you can and if he doesn't want to, get away from him too. I agree you can't play the blame game just do what is best for you and your child and run don't walk and don't look back. Sometimes or should I say most times you do have to change your situation and associations to get clean. We are here for you, I wish you the best.