I totally understand where you are coming from. I feel like I am a young person in an old persons body sometimes. All the wasted young years which I don't understand what went wrong and have given up trying to figure out. I just have to make the best of what I have left. Some of us are just late bloomers....real late! lol! I am thankful that I do have a chance to maybe still make a difference and do something good or meaningful with my life. Lots of my friends didn't get that chance. I say....just go for it!