Oh Nina, I wish I had a magic wand to make all of your tears, fears, sadness, all the things that are making you sad inside. I know that we all say she will be alright... that is what we want for you.... it is easy for us in the outside world to say....we do not have to live your life... we can not walk in your shoes.... only our own...... some days it is not easy for us....Know that you are loved... by so many......or at least by me...