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Originally Posted by GeorgiaGirl413
I do know the feeling. I had some things that I knew I needed to disclose but doing it was just awful. Finally I was able to write it down (that was hard in itself) and read it to my T (with my back turned to her as I couldn't bear the thought of looking her in the eye). When it was done and I got home I slept for 16 hours. But it's out there now and such a relief to have it done. Some times the anticipation of doing a thing can be worse than actually doing it. I know it's difficult, but I have a feeling that if you can get it out there you'll feel a whole lot better. Good luck to you and know that we are with you in spirit.
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georgia, I have stuff written down in my notebook in the (past) section, I just cant get myself to read the more intimate stuff, I have read some stuff, alternating words here and there, because I have problems saying some words related to csa, but there are way more intimate stuff in my notebook, but your idea sounds good, maybe I can turn my chair around, I will think about that, but I m not ready to disclose that part yet. I think I might just jump out of my virtual plane before then lol