Oh I so understand! I have to ignore my weight issues (caused by medication reactions) to be able to function and even eat healthy! If I focus on how I really think I feel and look at this weight, I won't get anywhere but more depressed.

Keep trying, you know what to do, I think the overall loss is still good! If you continue that, it will have a good end result anyway.

Don't give up. Don't be angry. Programs like that have to have their rules, but bodies often don't know how to read them