Saw my psychiatrist today. I've been wondering how he would react to me having stopped meds. He... seemed totally fine with it. Totally took me by surprise. Told me to monitor myself and see how it goes. We talked a bit about side effects and withdrawal and... I was taken aback. Not complaining! Considering my psychologist's reaction, I was wondering about worst-case scenarios. It was a good appointment.

My bad memory is driving me crazy. My friend says it might be from the withdrawal as well. Gah. I knew better than to quit cold-turkey, but I wasn't stable when I quit anyway.

My mood is actually good. Another surprise. Better take advantage of it rather than letting it go to waste.

Sorry I haven't been replying to posts. The stress and the negativity... replying stresses me out.

Hope today is a better day for everyone. Missing the old posters here! Hope you guys aren't posting because things are better.