Am Jim..almost 67 yrs old now..got a 37 yr old autistic, nonverbal son Johnny who I love very much and needs me a lot.. Am and have been on a website trying to prevent member's suicides'!!

Been on websites trying to support and help others for almost 17 yrs.. Considering how bad off and what a job Johnny and I did hiding from the world before it is sort a miracle how far I have come.. Johnny too..

I seem to understand, support and help others very down and depressed people..guess been there, done that.. About 95 percent of the time I act like an. Upbeat doing good person..

I do not do suicidal ideation..not since briefly in the 70's.. Today I just want to go hibernate with John and just turn the frigging world off for awhile..

Just want a rest..