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Originally Posted by skysblue
My T tells me this too on occasion or she'll say, "be an archeologist - keep digging deeper".
I'm trying to imagine what it would be like if I were a T and a client drove by my house. Maybe it would depend on which client it is. I'm pretty sure that if I knew the address of where my T lives, I would not be able to resist checking it out. As I ask myself, why?, I'm not quite sure - maybe to feel more connected?
And I have googled my T and there is NOTHING on the web. If she had FB or other trails online, I am also pretty sure I would be checking them out.
I'm wondering, Rainbow, if this curiosity about your T could be considered more normal than you're allowing yourself to feel. Or do you believe you'd push the boundaries even more if you could - in other words - drive by house regularly, continue to look at her family's FB pages, etc.
I guess only you know the level of obsession involved. But I still wonder if part of your behavior could be considered ordinary curiosity?
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Thanks, skysblue.
Apparently my T doesn't think it's normal, no matter what I think!
Yes, I think I'd push the boundaries more if I could. I have looked at her family's FB pages more even though I wasn't going to do it.
I would probably drive by her house more if I wasn't terrified she'd see me and if it weren't in an area that's not too well traveled. I feel it's more than curiosity, though I certainly AM curious. It's impossible for me to refrain once I get the idea into my head. I will still google her because there could be something new. It bothers me that I do this, and I feel like it's an obsession. Just like today is supposedly not a day I said I'd be posting on here, but I can't stop. I have to force myself to get off instead of checking this thread every minute.
I'm giving myself this day because it's almost a holiday and because I want/need the support. Still.....it's a compulsion...I feel it....