And it was going so well. Or so I thought. The Prozac is working, I am getting used to the side effects. All very promising.
But then this week has been terrible. Work not going well at all. I've been suffering from a really bad infection for four weeks and am now on antibiotics for it. Then I went to hospital yesterday for a routine appointment (I have an undiagnosed eye condition) and learned that I might have to give up driving. That's my independance gone. Have another hospital appointment tomorrow and finally the assessment with the mental health team on Friday. The result of all this is that I had a mini breakdown at work today. Am sitting here in tears and feel like everything is coming down on me.
This isn't a very helpful post, I know. Sorry for being so negative. But tonight it feels like there is no way out. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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