When I joined PC I was pretty much at the end of my rope... I also thought that I would never ever be able to gain strenght like these people... I felt so ashamed of my weakness and felt so powerless... I didn't really have much to give and it all just seemed futile...
Now... a few months down the line, my picture looks very different. I still struggle with a lot of stuff, but I have started to "struggle" and not just lie in a corner and let it beat me up... I have slowly become more and more independent and I feel stronger and more capable than at first.
You WILL get better... believe it, see it, chase it. I know you can't see it now, but look back on this in a few months and you will realize how much you have gained here.
I'm always here if you need someone for anything...
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