Well, as always the seemingly dire situation ended up working out okay. My boss/friend Peter decided to front me $600 from the company. He has a soft spot for me, because before he started his own framing company he was hopelessly destitute as well. Anyways, we're good for right now, but I still need to get back to work and overcome the strangle hold depression has on my mind. I feel that the same situation will keep coming up every month if I don't start getting on it now. Procrastination and depression are not a good successful concoction.

Just wanted to post that I'm okay for the time being, and glad that I didn't get any free money from the government. I can't stand hand outs. Loans from friends is entirely different because once you do have money again, you pay back what you owe. Where as the government, you don't have to. I may just be too proud to accept the fact I can't live well by my own means. Anyways, thank you all for your support and care.