Weirded out. My therapist assumed something about my past to do with my boundaries being violated. When i corrected her and said "no. i've never told you that. I've never said that." She explained what she thought i'd told her and some of the story is similar to what i might have said but i never told her about any boundary violation in that sense. I got a bit defensive about it and then kind of dissociated a bit and felt panicked. Because there has been that particular boundary violation in my life so she is right, but i just never wanted to tell her about it, or at least i wasn't ready to discuss it.

So now i wonder how she's got that info, has she just suspected it from what i've said, my history, and my art work maybe?? Now i just feel freaked out and really horrible. And worse, i told her she was wrong which is a lie, she's not wrong. And my reaction clearly demonstrates she maybe wasn't wrong. I should have just come clean at the time but i couldn't say the words. I don't know what to do, i just feel crap.