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Originally Posted by Martek
I've tried several times over the past month to reach out to my family and get help but I just keep getting brushed off. I think I always thought they would be there and I know they want to be, I just don't think they can. Maybe they just don't know how maybe they just think it isn't that serious. The only thing that has gotten me through the past several nights is the crisis chat line and I don't think it is as effective as it was at the beginning.
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You too huh. I had my appointment with pdoc today, tears the whole session, and came ( ) this close to a hospital stay as I am feeling so hopeless and si thoughts are constantly there. But, I have been in the hospital many times, and I would rather be in my own bed than in there, even though it is a safer place; it is also a dismal place too.
So I return home, my toxic mother wonders why I haven't been in touch. I explain I have been so very depressed and met with pdoc who debated whether to hospitalize me or not. Her response: "Well we all get depressed at times, and you've been through this hospital thing before". Hmmmm, great support. Really makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
