<font color="purple">A quick update about what happened between the time I wrote the first post and right now. I am a whole person now. Still aware of the essences that parts had, but no longer are they separate. We are finally one! I have such a terrific sense of peace and serenity now. The turmoil all ended yesterday at 12:30pm my time (FL). I was sitting in my car and it was like a ripple of energy went through my hands to the steering wheel and through my feet to the floorboards, then quiet inside, no more struggling, no more separateness, peace and serenity.

I spent the afternoon getting my hair cut and frosted, then went grocery shopping, went to my best friend's house and had supper, then went to therapy where I told therapist about what happened. We then kind of reminisced about the past 13 years of therapy and all the things that I've accomplished in that time. Laughed about some of the things that have happened in therapy. Cried tears of joy for the unity I was experiencing and cried for the separateness being gone now. I have been up all night just being. Not doing anything. Just having a sense of wonder about all of me right now.

Thank you all for your encouragement and support, it helped me through to the other side. I have certainly learned the only way out is through.