Yes I agree with you Tooskinny, the pain, the pain in his face. The pain in my two son's faces. The harmful words from those that love me. I was forced to eat morning food, which I CAN'T EAT AND BE WELL WITH.

I just decided to not cook it for my spouse, since he forces me to "just , you must share the plate of food or you don't love me." So I never stay in the kitchen when I can't eat.

We are getting along really good. He has been told my schedule with food. He adores my cooking when we DO EAT Meals together. He loves me and respects my thoughts. He still has delicate problems, and yes, it is much kinder to NOT let him know, "when he asks: When is the last time you had a meal?" for it is actually a argument to be and can be averted with love and tact. After-All, the "JOURNEY BACK," is worth it, very much worth it. We function, we change SLOWLY, and we get better sometimes, and that is so so good. That's what matters!

Tooskinny: One day, I hope that your clothes fit better, one day at a time. Because you matter and you can improve alittle bit and that is all that matters, loving yourself and trying again tomorrow, no matter how bad it was today!