post partum depression. I'd had issues for a long time but that's when it all became too much. I was such a wreck that calling was easy. I hate meds but when my kids pediatrician asked me 'do you want to just - take a pill? and make it stop?' She said this in a way that implied 'of course not.' but i looked at her and said Yes. definately yes. and she gave me a referral.