I'm killing time, so I just looked back on all my posts from when I first got sober. Wow, that was crazy to read. It's really cool to have all the posts saved here, to look back on my journey. It was really good for me to see, since I'm having a hard time hanging on to serenity right now. (It's here one minute and gone the next. ) I'm in a lot of physical pain today so I think that's part of it. But looking back and reading my posts from 3 days sober up until now was definetly a great reminder of where I was. I just had 1 year and 9 months on the 24th. I can't believe that a year ago I was 9 months sober. I have to remember that I was much crazier then hahahaha. Anyway, I realized I posted a lot more back then. I miss posting so much.