I don't normally come here unless I'm cycling with BP I have "normal" eating issues when not cycling. Now I'm going to sound bat-**** crazy but honest:
"Ana" and "Mia" show up when I'm cycling. "Ana" for me is a full on, person size, screaming negative crap, I swear if I can get close enough to her I can punch her in the face hallucination as real to me as anyone I know personally. "Mia" is more an auditory hallucination that try to calm me down, tells me just appeases "Ana" to get her to shut up for a little, stop my meds because that's what's making me 'fat', I should divorce my husband because he controls my eating (making sure I get some kind of liquid down within 30 hrs.) and that's what Pdoc, T, and my husband want, and they want to make me fat. Then screams at "Ana" that I'll fix it by purging and promises "Ana" that I won't mess up and eat again. I have "normal" eating issues when not cycling.
As for it being triggering it doesn't really effect me much.
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