Thank you all so much. I am so sad and hurt and I really appreciate everyone talking to me. I just feel so muddled I have no idea what is best right now or what to do or what to say. I wanted to write her and tell her I was sorry for the way I criticized her and I know she was having a hard week, and I am sorry if she feels I'm too controlling in therapy and I will be more open, but on the other hand, I was struggling so much and don't want to just ignore how I feel, and I don't want her to be waiting on me to apologize, but I don't want to write to her because I don't want her to feel I won't let her alone.