personally, it doesn't matter how good she is the other times, the magnitude of the mistakes she has made shadow everything else. The hard thing is, she can disappear at the click of a button and you'll never see her again. I'm not sure i'd be comfortable with that. But it's your therapy and obviously you are, the buck stops at you, you are responsible for taking care of you and if you're happy with the standard of "care" you are receiving, great.