Rainbow-
Your post resonated so closely with me that I freaked out, thought you were my mom in disguise, and almost deleted my entire account! The reason is, and I don't think you could have know this...at least I hope not...my mom has always used the Runaway Bunny metaphor on me. Since I was very young...she said she'd always come and find me. I have actual bunny mementos from her. But lately, I feel very "unfound." The only people who find me are my husband and my therapist! I am coming to accept some different part of my past, with regards to being "found." That's what makes me so sad.

And Growly...love the stage version of Wit, although I can't bring myself to watch the film!