I was looking at his picture, just to remind myself that he's really there, kinda inside somewhere, and then I got a text from him, wishing me a happy thanksgiving. He knows I'm struggling and also not doing anything for the holiday so it was meaningful. I just wished him the same, checked in about upping the dose which I did today, and let it go.

I still have another week of absence to deal with. I'm a bit worried since stuff is due in courses and I can't really concentrate. I'm not sure how I'm going to get through without his support.