Thanks. You've got me crying again, ha.
I didn't really cry before I started therapy, but my therapist was very kind to me about expressing emotions and tears, and made therapy a very safe space for that. Now it seems like I'm crying all the time.

I pushed her hard, and she pushed back. It does make sense to me. I certainly pushed her harder than she pushed me, which seems about right, since she's the pro and getting paid and I'm the client. Not to say I should have been harsh with her, that's not it, but like....

I devolved and she devolved a little too, just not as much.

I can't imagine how to work through this. I don't want to say anything to her. I know she's fed up with me, so.... will just have to leave it at that I guess, I don't want to go to session or anything, will just wait and see if she says anything I suppose.

Thanks.