Dreamgirl,

I'm really sorry. I was hoping that if you sat down with your husband and told him how you feel, that he would comfort you and reassure you that he loves you.
It sounds like he is playing games with you and it isn't fair.
Do you have anyone that you trust that you could talk to about this?
I'm afraid your husband doesn't sound like he wants to be married. I hate to say it but if this is true, you need comfort.
I'm sorry that your parents have broke your trust. It would be nice if you could count on them to help you in your time of need.
It sounds like you have had a sad life and I'm so sorry.
Always remember that you can come here and talk about it.
I don't know if we can help but we will listen and try and comfort you.
I wish you the very best.
Hugs,
Boopers