Keeping last Mondays incident of having to be transported to the hospital for taking pills a secret from my husband is killing me. I feel like I'm pulling away from him so much because I know he won't understand and he'll get angry at me. He gets upset and smacks my leg like I'm a little kid when he sees my cuts so I know this isn't just my imagination running wild and a real fear of mine. What do I do? Keep it a secret or risk his reaction to it?