Thanks for the replies. It just feels like I keep trying, and nothing gets better. Family, work, health. All three of those areas are a total mess right now, and aren't those three of the areas most people find their purpose for living in. Instead my health sucks ( but doctors have nothing to diagnosis, I have no family, and my job is in jeopardy. Dealing with these stresses, and then coming home to an empty house day after day is exhausting. I just want to give up and sleep. Finally, some people would tell me to get out of the house and find something to do to take my mind off of it. Unfortunately, I can't do that either because I'm pretty much home bound because of my health issues. I'm running out of stamina to keep trying.