I just joined this site and saw your message. It spoke tons to me. It sounds just how I am feeling today and have been for awhile now.

I'm curious, what kind of thoughts do you have that you think others don't understand? I can't seem to get anyone to listen to me that I am close to losing it in a way, but still mentally very visibly sane in other ways.

I have this intense fear of being abandoned by my boyfriend who was great in the beginning of our relationship but I haven't treated him poorly because I imagined all kind of things. That's only part of the problem though. I am feeling very alone myself right now.

I'd love to talk to you!