Thanks for responding mouse, Boopers, and Forsaken. I understand what you're saying about needing to worry about myself before others, but I've been that way my entire life and it's hard to change. I guess I really never felt that I was worth looking out for and I definitely don't feel that I deserve to be a #1 priority. If it wasn't for my family I probably wouldn't be here right now in the first place. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do. Sometimes change is really hard for me, but I really am trying to work on it. Once again, thanks everyone.