((biiv)) Having "ssen" my own "evil" as you call it, I don't fear yours, thats because your not evil, evil acts may have been done to you! Imagine a new born baby, how pure and innocent it is, then see the world as we see it with adult eyes and imagine what chance a baby has to protect itself against such "evilness", it can't it can only survive the best way it can and at times that means internalising its "caretakers", but as an adult we can change all of this, we can rid ourselfs of the evil done to "us"! You are not what you think you are, but you have been harmed. If you can look at your pain and not be "it" that will help.

I hope I've made a little sense, if I were with you I would gladly sit and hold your hand :-)