I'm currently on a 2 months theraapy break because last time my T told me that except if I'm going through a crisis she didn't want to see me until I was ready to go the next step. Yes, this was quite harsh, but she took a lot of time explaining why she was doing it, and that the door would always be open if I was in rough or if I had finally made some progress.
And that she really wanted me in her DBT skills group even though we were putting individual therapy on hold.

Took me a little while but I stopped missing her... until I got the text on Monday to remind me of the first skills group appointment that evening. After the group we talked a bit and decided to resume individual therapy in two weeks. Sounds stupid but since making that appointment I miss her terribly and wish I wouldn't have to wait this long. But at the same time I'm a bit scared because it has been so long.