Over the past months from me getting diagnosed with my physical illness, to now, about ten people have left my life without any explanation or by telling me it's just too hard for them with no respect for me or thoughts for me, just themselves. I haven't even gotten goodbyes.

I feel so isolated and alone because I AM. My two friends, my best friend and my partner, both work and go to school full time and that I respect. I know I can't have either or both with me at all times. But I have been alone now for so many months that I don't even remember what it's like to be with more than one person at a time or have a conversation with others. I am regressing into this person I used to be and it's horrible. And it's hard to work around because on chemo you have to be careful with where you go since getting sick isn't an option. I feel so stuck.

Even support groups here revolve around cancer but none about invisible illnesses which I need so badly.

I just feel so alone and normally I am okay with alone okay is fine but feeling hated and as though I am "something" to be avoided makes me feel horrid. I just don't know how to handle this.