People don't know how to react to illness whether it be MI or physical, so they do nothing. They disappear. They don't know what to say so they say nothing. I think that leaves all of us with illnesses feel like we are "something" to be avoided. It's just human nature.

Their are many in the forums that would be glad to have even just 2 friends left. But I know you are young and miss your social life. Which makes it hard to continue with your going through chemo. It is terrible to feel so sick and be by yourself. I've been there. Chemo sucks. It leaves us feeling isolated and stuck. It leaves us with fear, if we will get better. You handle it just like you do anything else. Make it one day at a time until we make it to the other side of the illness. You are not hated just misunderstood.

Glad you feel you can come here and talk about it.