agitated depression = mixed state?
currently he has diagnosed me as bipolar with GAD and panic disorder

but i really dont experience any mania from my understanding of what mania is, perhaps im just misunderstanding what it is?
I dont really experience extreme highs , but mostly ill feel terrible for a while and then sometimes it gets back to normal somewhat, not really happy but not in so much pain if that makes sense.. so i dont really know at this point, i dont think im bipolar though or experience mania - just depression and anxiety

hopefully we'll be able to connect a few more dots dec 4, it will be my first therapist visit so i havent had a chance to talk with her yet