Thanks both.
I made it through the night and today. It's a bit easier, tho stillnon my mind. I'm hoping the weekend and most of next week goes quickly. I don't see my t till Friday, Not that I know how seeing her will help. We are just bidding our time through the next few weeks to see how I do through the holidays. If all goes ok, we start more concerted effort on processing some trauma. I feel like I'm just trying water and I hate it. On well. It is what it is.
Hope everyone has a good weekend, and those that celebrated had a good holiday.