That's exactly how I feel. The responsibilities are the parts I hate. I am trying to make the best of it this year. The concept behind it is awesome. But the way it's been commercialized? That just leaves me feeling cranky. And it does not help that one of my sisters likes to show us different things she wants every single other day, and usually I cannot afford them. I'm broke this year and it's like she just doesn't get that. It makes me feel sick and I'm sure the blues will kick in soon.