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Originally Posted by BuckNut1
I've been married three times.
I'm 45 years old. My last divorce was two months ago, and I'm engaged again.
I can't stop thinking that maybe this is a mistake. I want to stop thinking about my x wife and move on, but another part of me thinks that I will just repeat the same mistakes with this new one as I did the last. But I keep moving forward, pushing the feelings away and forging ahead.
To me they are replaceable. I know that sounds horrible.
But if I don't stop, I may continue to do this for the rest of my life.
I don't know if I can stop this crazy train I'm on.
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Although you're with someone, the idea of thinking people are "replaceable" sounds like such a lonely existence. I'm sorry that's what you're going through. For me, relationships have come and gone largely because I either bolt at the first sign of the other person losing interest, or because I wind up painting them black and idealizing someone else. Is this how it is for you?
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