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When did I become so cold towards Christmas? I don’t care to spend time with family, friends, or staff Christmas parties. Children – I do care, they’re easy to plan for, they will appreciate whatever, and if not I won’t see their reactions. The rest is all just frustration, hurt, pretend. So much let down that I don’t forget. I don’t care to do it. I hate pretend. I’m sorry.
On another note, 150 minutes of exercise this week, running, and my tummy is being difficult and sticking out. And I have been wasting time planning a field trip which will likely be cancelled due to cold weather, there was 100 other things I could have done during that time. And my friend cancelled our weekend together so they could go back home. And my mom doesn’t want to do anything I want to do.
And I just keep getting frustrated and have no patience.
Thanks for letting me just say what is on my mind. It's not that bad, I just feel like a grinch right now. Overly tired.
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