Hi, I think I may have certain traits of aspd. Im not sure if I match the criteria to be diagnosed. Recently I have been made aware of how I deal and interact with people.
And have started looking on line out of interest.
When I was in my late teens I transgressed and have been in a secure hospital for the last 12 years.
I still dont have real remorse and just feel numb when I look back on what happened. My first diagnosis was paranoid shizophrenia as I reported symptoms which I had I think due to amphetamine addiction. Also brief hypomania due to the sudden withdrawal from clozaril.
The main thing I notice at the moment is I feel untouchable / invincible. I have a habit of prolonged eye contact with strangers and perhaps a lack of fear amongst other men. I dont think this any type of mania.

Does anyone have similar?