Yeah.....its like hanging in limbo all the time......very tearful at the moment.....suppose its all the hormones too!!

Seems we are back to the same situation of needing to see each other and talk and am waiting for him to say its the right time....if ever???......

so many uncertains......thinking will he see me......or maybe he won't???

Just going round in my head all the time.....whilst trying to carry on with day to day stuff and plan for christmas and baby coming........am on annual leave now for 5 weeks and then go onto maternity leave.

I just keep thinking.....eventually he will have to see me as we are having a baby together and it seems logical he will have to have contact with me......however nothing is logical about all this....and maybe he will go to his parents when he comes out of hospital and then back to his flat and always say that he is too unstable to have contact with me and the baby???

Am having to learn patience ....something that I struggle with.......just want it all sorted and to start moving forward instead of being stuck in limbo......

thanks so much for your support hugs x