thanx very much... i need to get things done right this time. if i fall again, i dont see how i could keep goin. im so sick of this cycle. and theres a part of me that wants to fail, that allredy assumes i wont make it. that im wasting time and strength. if i quit now it wont be so hard. : /
i got to get this right man it just seems so hard. impossible? close.. well 1 step at a time. i am in bridges program ran by NAMI. and orderd to do everyother program under the sun.
im scared... if i crash again i dont know what will happen.
hope you all are doing ok today. 1 day at a time eh.

much love

~telb