I agree with what manwithnofriends said. You, just like everyone else, is welcome to share stories and discuss your issues with the people here.

I struggle with depression just as you do, I think that it doesn't matter what level it is, but everyone's depression isolates them and makes others feel cut off from them. Even when it comes to other people with depression. I hope you find a way to work things out, and opening up little by little will help other people know how to better connect with you. They need your understanding just as much as you need theirs.

You are loved and unique.