I've been having a very hard couple of weeks and just needed someone to show me that I was still there. Realizing that I asked my brother to just shoot me a text every day just so I didn't feel so alone. I'm living on my sisters couch right now so I'm not really alone just feels that way since none of my friends contact me anymore. I know it sounds stupid but just waiting for his daily text helped. Now it has been three days with no text, I love my brother and I know he loves me I think he just is sick of my negativity. I wanted to be real with him and tell him how I really felt each day I guess even in texts I am supposed to put on a happy face. How do you go on when even a couple of text are to much to ask for from your loved ones. I went to bed very sad last night because of this and don't know what to do. I know I could just text him but when I get the text first it is just a little affirmation that someone is out there for me, someone is thinking of me. I guess I am truelly alone and no one really cares. What is the point of going on.