Thread: Do you plan SI
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Old Nov 30, 2013, 10:42 AM
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Originally Posted by lagisado29 View Post
Yeah. Maybe that's what I mean by planning it. I obsess, so I make sure I have supplies, etc. And I do the same thing. I tell myself to wait, and if it's still stressful, I can do it later. Rarely though does later come, and I make the choice not to. Maybe I'm addicted to the release it gives me. But I'd be horrified if people knew.
Yes! A few people I know are aware of it. Unfortunately, when I was hypomanic, I basically opened up to certain people about it. Not a shining moment for me as I really think that helped to ruin a friendship.

Good for you that you can fight the impulse to!