From Thanksgiving to after New Year I go to 'survival mode'. I can't stand the holidays and for quite sometime now, I haven't had to deal with people who had a good time at holidays. Now I'm in a PHP that is getting ready for Christmas and I'm being around it again. Not handling it well. I am a grinch at Christmas and I know people don't want to be around me when they find out the holidays make me negative. I'm trying to figure out how to be around it a lot without being depressed or angry!