i don't really have sad or happy friends. i just don't have friends.

it's more that i just don't really enjoy the experience of being a part of community. i'm a person who loves loneliness. i enjoy the lack of any voices or opinions in my life. this place is too much information and too many opinions. i prefer the silence, the beautiful lack of company in real life. i thought i wanted to be social but i was wrong. i don't enjoy the whole social experience.