Thank you everyone My siblings don't make me feel this way. This is all internal. I just compare myself to them and I don't feel good enough. They are both in a better spot than I am. They are both married, doing well for themselves. I am a single mom living paycheck to paycheck. I am way too hard on myself.

I just want to hide and disappear. Thanksgiving really reinforced that I need to contact my therapist and make a session.

Thank you everyone for listening to me