Turt, I am glad you found this place to. Because you found this place I have been blessed to find you. You have been such a gift to me. Hand in there buddy. By the way I wouldn't mind putting on a few extra pounds. when you slip in the ice and fall your bum doesn't hurt near as bad. You have calories to spare when you get ill, you recover faster from illness, and most importantly, when there is a famine all them skinny people will be the first to go. Love ya buddy. Take care.